fuck i’m happy to be back.
(i feel so guilty saying that. also: inexplicable. how have i – i always do, but this time the extent bewilders me – misjudge returning so?)
verdict: good, so far.
ALSO (PARTLY) IT IS SNOWING. IT IS SNOWING. IT IS SNOWING HAPPY FLUFFY FLAKES. GOSH, THE WORLD (oh, karen.)
edited to add, in the sobriety of a few hours past: the euphoria of the moment cannot be entirely trusted. it has been productive, though – i have been in a positive frame of mind. we canoed in the bay today and near the marina, it was all frozen over and the sound of the cracking ice was startlingly thrilling, the sleek glide of white over the surface. i was reminded of titanic.
also: and , you guys are fucking amazing. no words (except those! and they are wholly insufficient!) hope school has been, if not happy, at least possessed of a few highlights (: